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May 12, 2005

Where Did The Day Go Wrong?

Well, other than my mishap Monday, this week while in training has been full of good news, rays of hope, lifted stress, some fun flirting, and exciting things. Such a change for the past couple of months unfortunately.

Then this afternoon, all in a few hours, every thing gets shot down back to the way they were Monday. It's like I got a couple of days of escape (almost literally), and then had to return to the battlefield today.

I usually try not to get excited about things...especially without enough facts to feel safe in getting excited.

However, I let my guard down and I allowed myself to let go, be excited and even get my hopes up a bit. Let me tell you...the trip from excited to....well, no reason to a hard trip.

So, I'm going to go relax and recover from this overwrought jetlag!

Posted by Sissy at May 12, 2005 10:09 PM