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August 25, 2005

Random Drunken Bullshit!

(This may be deleted tomorrow...we'll see)

So I just got back from a night of drinking with Spurs and a guy from work. The past two nights have been so much fun. Who would have known I would have had so much fun here in Missoura (That's Missouri for those of you not from here ;-) )

So, it's got me to thinking; drunk thinking...but I'm thinking.

It sucks that I have to wait until I get to chill with Spurs, Napster, Morrigan, Tammi and what not to have fun. Two live in fricken The Belly Button of America, one lives 3 hours from me but for some reason I get to Texas more than Georgia. Then Tammis is 12 hours away and as much as I love to drive...the way gas prices are right now, I might as well walk my sweet ass there!

I have so much fun with these people. I don't worry about what I'm saying, what they think, or if I'm doing right or wrong....I get to be me.

Napster called today just to see if my day was better than yesterdays. It made my day, as she knows how messed up my job can be sometimes! But she can make me laugh about anything on the phone! She knows how to get me riled up!

Spurs, is just the best! An example? I was squirming in my bar stool at the bar (it hurt my ass!) He noticed (without me saying anything) and grabbed me a better, more comfortable bar stool. A comfy bar stool and tequila and I'm a happy girl!

Morrigan is going to kick my ass for flying in and out of Georgia and not coming to see her! I miss the gal and am looking forward to a weekend of good times, good times!

And, I'm trying to go see Tammi! Just work and gas prices keep getting in the way!! I want to make it happen! She deserves to have some fun and I love hanging out with her! I'll figure it out...never underestimate me!

So yes, I become a little bit of a social extrovert after drinking. After all, from memory, I think we did 3 tequila shots and a vodka/pickle shot (don't ask) our normal drinks! And *I* was the one drunkless to drive!

With my current job, I feel like I don't have the time or motivation to go out, have fun and be social. Damn, I've been here since November and haven't met a damn soul! If that isn't lame I don't know what is!

So, this offer to move to Yuma seems more and more enticing (no spell check while drunk!)! Supposedly, I'm waiting to see if my dad gets to move to Memphis to see if I go for this job in AZ...but part of me is wondering if I should go for it anyway?

For some reason, when things aren't going right for me, instead of fixing them, I have to start over somewhere new. This is probably why I have moved so much in the past 5 years. Seriously, I have switched positions (companies or positions) 8 times in the past 5 years. I have moved 4 times in the past 5 years.

Damn, I have lived here for 9 months and have been doing this job for 1 year and I'm ready for something new. Not necessarily a new position, but something better, more challenging, I suppose. Too bad the only way to get that right now is the west armpit of America that no one will come visit me at because it's so God awful hot (only during June, July and August...but no one will believe me!)

So I suppose that is my drunken rant for the evening. I need to go to bed to wake up at 7am to drive to KC to depart at 11am and arrive in ATL at 2:30pm. I think I'll sleep well on the plane! Although, I do see some weather coming our way so I am willing to put money down that my plane is delayed!

Posted by Sissy at August 25, 2005 12:21 AM | TrackBack

Sissy, I know so much of what you're talking about. And while I would LOVE to have you come visit want you to do what is right for you!!

I'm so glad you've had a couple of good evenings. When you travel a lot having a bit of fun with people that KNOW you is so important. The key is being with people you are comfortable with.

Lots of big decisions. None of them easy. Not easy to make and certainly not easy to pull off.

I'm at the house this weekend - call if you want to talk.

Posted by: Tammi at August 25, 2005 07:19 AM

E-mail me if you're visiting Tammi :-)

Posted by: Harvey at August 25, 2005 07:44 AM

NOOOOOOoooooo! You're going into KC, the hell hole of america?!?!?!

This may be too late, but all major highways in there are being worked on currently!

Posted by: Contagion at August 25, 2005 09:04 AM